explanation;
well so far I’ve been applauded on my ‘fantastic performance’ and ‘classy state’ last night, also been informed of how absolutely beautiful I was, and asked repeatedly if I am still alive.. you know when you wake up with a hangover and you kinda just wanna die. well, I woke up feeling like I’d already died and was in hell.
so London. London was such fun! we went M&M world, we went Caffe Nero, we saw Puss in Boots, we went for a fancy pants lunch (with champagne), we went for desserts, and then we shopped til we dropped. was such a lovely day! oh, and saw a mass of santa’s on a bar crawl, literally masses, shouting “what do we want?” “Christmas” “when do we want it?” “NOW” hahah, made us lol. but yes, fabulous day. the evening however.
none of the girls ever really invited me to get ready with them or anythin. not that I’m hated or anythin, but they were sorta all already in their groups when I came to the school, and I just sorta mingle around, rather than settling..if that makes any sense whatsoever. so, my point. I ended up going Tommy’s with all the boys. big mistake. ended up downing all my drink, oh, and getting with one of the boys, which I’m like so anti on nights out. I never get with boys when I’m on a night out, never. I can’t even remember leaving Tommy’s, or half the party for that matter. I definitely threw up, alot. and I definitely embarrassed myself, alot. and I definitely don’t want to go to school tomorrow. I had a shit night, and I’ve felt shit all day.. no drinking for a long while I think, especially not next weekend, and especially not going out monday and wednesday night as intended. hangover’s wouldn’t even be that bad if I didn’t have to work. oh, and what are the chances of the boy I got with coming into my work, hahahaha. lml.
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Stuck in a cold December: It's the most wonderful time of the year
+So why is it that Christmas time is when we all feel the most lonely?
Is it because of the cold? Or because of the fact we just want somebody to spoil, and to spoil us back? Someone to cuddle up with, drinking hot chocolate and watching typical “Christmas” movies that play every single year?
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